Hey, how are you?
Bad? Oh, me too
My head is splitting like my heart
It's internal
The pain sears like I took a slug to the chest
Stay loyal?
You? Nah, not likely
You by my side?
Nah, that's bullsh*t too
You wouldn't stay still if I draped you in glue.
You're a selfish b***h
Lie and deceit is your game
You played me like a pawn on your dresser just to entertain.
Your shots were mistaked for hugs
You're kisses were just slugs
Openly hit in my chest
To kill me one by one
The first few days
It was all good
Movies and kisses we shared
it was as though we escaped from the hood
It felt good
It felt right
that's why I caught up the nerve
To ask you out that Thursday night
You said yes
I jumped inside
Your words, they flowed
Through my chest and into my heart
Then in less than one week
My loneliness came full front
You tripped and said it wouldn't work out
Why don't you just give me a f---ing chance
Too busy? Yea right
Don't play me like that
I can see that you lie
Tryin to act like you by my side
Now you mad at me?
Why? Cause I like you?
Because I have a heart?
No, I wouldn't talk to you
P
The Break Up : Part 3 by Question--Mark, literature
Literature
The Break Up : Part 3
Illusions
You always look perfect
I can't help but stare
I get the chance to just be myself
But I can't
I try..
I try..
You don't like me
The way I want you to
I felt the softness of the skin
The care in your hands
It was too much to ask
I went for something I wanted
Thinking I needed
They say
All you need is yourself
And what you think of yourself
But I am clouded
I can't think straight
I ruin everything
My life is screwed up
I can't just be happy
Who do I think I'm kidding
Happiness is an illusion
I wish I could believe
I now want to hide away
I've shattered our world
I have no faith
I can't even trust myself
Il
The Break-Up -- Part 2 by Question--Mark, literature
Literature
The Break-Up -- Part 2
Lonely
It hurts so bad inside
The sadness is killing me
I need a light
I need a savoir
I can't find a light in this darkness
Alone....
Someone help me fix this
I've ended what we had
Now I have no one…
Nobody to call my own
This world is too big
To be alone
There is no one else in this world
I'd rather see
No one else
I'd rather be with
I just want you to feel
I just want the fire to ignite
Look past the "what ifs"
And believe in me
Stop being mad at me
I can't control love
You of all people
Should understand…
I would never hurt you
But you don't agree
Your scared
You rejected me
Now It's driving me
Underneath This Smile
My world is caving in
I don't have a light to help me
I need someone to hold me
When I want to cry
I'm hiding out
Underneath this smile
I'm trying to hang on
But It's not working
I feel like I want to let go
The hole is getting..
Deeper….
Deeper….
And deeper…
My thoughts are blurred
I can't let it show
It looks safe
But it's dangerous
I cry love
I cry hope
I cry beautiful
None is heard
Why do I even think these thoughts
I just cry in the end
It starts over and over
I cry alone
I can't share my tears
I don't want them to flow
I need someone to hold close
To let them flow
But no one will help
Passion
Every time I see you
It brings them back
The memories
That tear me apart
These feelings
They consume me
I can't breathe
I'm drowning
Drowning in sadness,
And regret
This pain I cannot bare
It's eating away at me
Bit by bit
Until there is nothing left
I need help
A helping hand
Nothing can find me..
That voice..
It says
Go ahead
What are you waiting for
End It now
It's not worth living
Though that's what I may feel
It isn't the route
Even though I'm drowning
I won't stop searching
I won't stop walking
Because that music in my heart
Makes my hands strong
As long as I have five fingers
My grip will not sli
Underneath This Smile
My world is caving in
I don't have a light to help me
I need someone to hold me
When I want to cry
I'm hiding out
Underneath this smile
I'm trying to hang on
But It's not working
I feel like I want to let go
The hole is getting..
Deeper….
Deeper….
And deeper…
My thoughts are blurred
I can't let it show
It looks safe
But it's dangerous
I cry love
I cry hope
I cry beautiful
None is heard
Why do I even think these thoughts
I just cry in the end
It starts over and over
I cry alone
I can't share my tears
I don't want them to flow
I need someone to hold close
To let them flow
But no one will help
The Break-Up -- Part 2 by Question--Mark, literature
Literature
The Break-Up -- Part 2
Lonely
It hurts so bad inside
The sadness is killing me
I need a light
I need a savoir
I can't find a light in this darkness
Alone....
Someone help me fix this
I've ended what we had
Now I have no one…
Nobody to call my own
This world is too big
To be alone
There is no one else in this world
I'd rather see
No one else
I'd rather be with
I just want you to feel
I just want the fire to ignite
Look past the "what ifs"
And believe in me
Stop being mad at me
I can't control love
You of all people
Should understand…
I would never hurt you
But you don't agree
Your scared
You rejected me
Now It's driving me
The Break Up : Part 3 by Question--Mark, literature
Literature
The Break Up : Part 3
Illusions
You always look perfect
I can't help but stare
I get the chance to just be myself
But I can't
I try..
I try..
You don't like me
The way I want you to
I felt the softness of the skin
The care in your hands
It was too much to ask
I went for something I wanted
Thinking I needed
They say
All you need is yourself
And what you think of yourself
But I am clouded
I can't think straight
I ruin everything
My life is screwed up
I can't just be happy
Who do I think I'm kidding
Happiness is an illusion
I wish I could believe
I now want to hide away
I've shattered our world
I have no faith
I can't even trust myself
Il
The first few days
It was all good
Movies and kisses we shared
it was as though we escaped from the hood
It felt good
It felt right
that's why I caught up the nerve
To ask you out that Thursday night
You said yes
I jumped inside
Your words, they flowed
Through my chest and into my heart
Then in less than one week
My loneliness came full front
You tripped and said it wouldn't work out
Why don't you just give me a f---ing chance
Too busy? Yea right
Don't play me like that
I can see that you lie
Tryin to act like you by my side
Now you mad at me?
Why? Cause I like you?
Because I have a heart?
No, I wouldn't talk to you
P
Hey, how are you?
Bad? Oh, me too
My head is splitting like my heart
It's internal
The pain sears like I took a slug to the chest
Stay loyal?
You? Nah, not likely
You by my side?
Nah, that's bullsh*t too
You wouldn't stay still if I draped you in glue.
You're a selfish b***h
Lie and deceit is your game
You played me like a pawn on your dresser just to entertain.
Your shots were mistaked for hugs
You're kisses were just slugs
Openly hit in my chest
To kill me one by one
Current Residence: Moose Jaw, Saskatchewan, Canada Favourite genre of music: Hip Hop Operating System: Windows XP Home Edition w/ SP2 MP3 player of choice: Apple iPod Mini Favourite cartoon character: Franklin
[my name is]: Matt
[in the morning i was]: Depending on time, I coulda' been doing alot of things
[all i need now is]: My phone...it's like across the room and I can't reach it
[love is]: Love is kisses in a bean bag chair
The two of us but no one there
Love is the moment that I climb the stairs
To hold you in my arms after we make love
Love is waking up to see your face
Or kissing in the morning rain
Love is
The only thing that keeps me sane
At the end of the day is that I've got you
[i'm afraid of]: Big Spiders
[i dream about]: Alot of stuff..like a big castle...with a big parking lot filled with RV's...
You:
-- Midd